Stormy

Hey how you doing?

get this... my birthday ended like an hour ago im officially the next year in age
          12:58am

no because my parents took my phone and if they find wattpad or read my texts im dead because i either killed myself they did it first
          11:56pm

The feeling of a completely empty stomach cause you are starving yourself and thinking about committing again cause you failed again
          10:12 pm

i tried to kill myself last night but i only fainted im soover this shit
          10:54pm

ok so someone i was pretty close with just randomly left all our group chats and stopped talking to us so i asked my bestie why and she said her mom told her to stop being friends with me cause her mom found out i fucking cut myself like why do you care bitch but anyway i got pretty upset and have been avoiding her for the past couple weeks or so but then my bestie texted me and said that the girl that broke off contact with me was wondering if i was avoiding her and i answer but told her to tell her she didn't know anything but now i'm feeling a little guilty but idk if i should leave it as is or do something (i have stopped taking to this girl before because she has broken my trust like 2 or 3 times within 2 years) lmk what i should do

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          RELEASING A NEW STORY JUNE 15

@faithwasnotfound OK I WILL

today at school i got told by someone to kill myself well he said " don't you think it's so funny that ****** (me) always jokes about killing herself but still hasn't done it yet. like do it already." and i replied "yeah i bet the scars on my forearm would think that's super funny." that was such a shitty lunch period.
          10:53pm

i just finished a part of my fanfic bye should i upload it or keep it discontinued for now? cause if continue it again just know that the uploads will be very far apart most likely but i try to update and fix and change things