@SudhaBarnwal6 I hope she was like the description you made, but she was not, she was the angel person and I guess this time I was the one who messed it up I find the loop hole in statements and I did the things that was not supposed to be but I realised it, sometimes it just not enough. She is right, but I loved her, ik life mein kuch constant nhi hai na hi kuch forever hai aur na hi kuch bhi aisa vaisa hai, but as long as it can be I wanted to experience it, right now my life, tho I messed it up, but it's still a mess.. everyone around me is like giving me 2 options and one of them is forgetting everyone's friendship