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Oh, baby, look what you’ve done to me
          Oh, baby, look what you’ve done now
          Oh, baby, I’ll never leave if you keep holding me this way, oh o-oh
          Oh, baby, look what you’ve done to me
          Oh, baby, you’ve got me tied down
          Oh, baby, I’ll never leave if you keep holding me this way, oh o-oh
          
          Who’s this man that’s holding your hand
          And talking ‘bout your eyes?
          Used to sing about being free but now he’s changed his mind
          
          I know they’ll be coming to find me soon
          But my Stockholm syndrome is in the room
          Yeah, I fell for you!

IT STARTED ON A WEEKEND IN MAY. I WAS LOOKIN' FOR ATTENTION. NEEDED INTERVENTION. FELT SOMEBODY LOOKIN' AT ME. WITH A POWER WHITE COMPLEXION, FEELING THE CONNECTION.
          
          THE WAY SHE LOOKED WAS SO RIDICULOUS. EVERY SINGLE STEP HAD ME WAITING FOR THE NEXT. BEFORE I KNEW IT IT WAS SERIOUS. DRAGGED ME OUT THE BAR TO THE BACK SEAT OF HER CAR. 
          
          WHEN THE LIGHTS GO OUT. SHE'S ALL I EVER THINK ABOUT. THE PICTURE BURNIN' IN MY BRAIN. KISSIN' IN THE RAIN I CAN'T FORGET MY ENGLISH LOVE AFFAIR.

*in cal pal voice* I'm gonna need your help singin' this one*
          
          *crowd starts swaying* ohohohoh ohoh ohohoh ohohohoh ohoh ohohoh 
          
          LIFE'S- A TANGLED WEB- OF CELL PHONE CALLS AND HASHTAG I DONT KNOWS- AND YOU- YOU'RE SO CAUGHT UP- IN ALL THE BLINKING LIGHTS AND DIAL TONES
          
          I ADMIT I'M A BIT OF A VICTIM IN THE WORLD WIDE SYSTEM TOOO, BUT I FOUND MY SWEET ESCAPE WHEN I'M ALONE WITH YOU. TURN DOWN THE STATIC SOUND OF THE CITY THAT NEVER SLEEPS, HERE IN THE MOMENT ON THE DARK SIDE OF THE SCREEN.
          
          WOAH
          
          I LIKE THE SUMMER RAIN. I LIKE THE SOUNDS YOU MAKE. WE PUT THE WORLD AWAY. WE GET SO DISCONNECTED.
          
          
          
          
          
          

I WISH THAT I WAS 18, DO ALL THE THINGS YOU READ IN A MAGAZINE. I'M- I'M NOT SAYIN' I WANNA BE CHARLIE SHEEN.
          
          SHE'S JUST A LITTLE BIT OLDER, BUT I WANT TO GET TO KNOW HER. SHE SAID, SHE'S ALREADY OVER.
          
          SO TELL ME WHAT ELSE CAN I DO? I BOUGHT MY FAKE ID FOR YOU. 
          
          SHE TOLD ME TO MEET HER THERE, I CANT AFFORD A BUS FARE. I'M NOT OLD ENOUGH FOR HER.
          
          I'M JUST WAITING TIL' IM 18.

YOU'VE GOT A BOYFRIEND, AND HE'S A TOTAL LOSER. ALL YOUR FRIENDS TELL YOU THAT HE'S GOT NO FUTURE BUT THEY LIKE ME. 
          
          JUST SAYING.
          
          HE BARELY TAKES YOU OUT AND IF HE DOES IT'S LATE AND WHEN THE CHECK COMES HE ALWAYS MAKES YOU PAY. I'D NEVER DO THAT.
          
          JUST SAYING.
          
          YOUUU SHOULD LEAVE HIM CAUSE IT REALLY MAKES ME SICK.
          
          JUST SAYING.
          
          JUST SAYING.
          
          YOU DONT NEED HIM, I'LL HELP YOU GET OVER IT.
          
          JUST SAYING.
          
          JUST SAYING.
          
          WHEN YOU CHANGE YOUR MIND I'LL BE WAITIN', CAUSE IM BETTER THAN HIM. JUST SAYING.

"He said," She's got a method of kidding. Pulling you in like you're gonna start kissing. Messin' around until you've lost all feeling. Sucking you're blood until your heart stops beating."
          
          When we started it was over, I feel our bodies getting colder. She gives me, a feeling that I can't fight.
          
          And it's the road that leads to nowhere, but all I wanna do is go there.
          
          She's got me, running from the Daylight.
          
          DAYLIGHT!"

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