I just wish someone, SOMEONE would come up to me and say "ik ur not okay. You can take it all out. Vent to me, cry on my shoulder, idc. Just get it out of ur system." But ik that'll never happen because im that person. No one will ever do that for me; im the one who does that for everyone. I hate myself and always have this feeling that I'd be better off d3ad. I can't do anything about it except sh and try to off myself every single day.