Kira

Tf is your name

Hey guys! i'm kind here to rant... You know how people say you never forget your first love? It's very true. About two years ago I met this guy and he was my older cousins best friend, I knew he was in love with her but after a few weeks of knowing him I fell in love with him. After a while, a few months maybe I expressed my feelings towards him AND he turned me down... I cried my eyes out as he awkwardly tried to comfort me. For almost a year we stayed friends but I was still in love.. Then he started to change a lot. His sense of humor changed and his laugh did too, he began treating me like a child just because I was three years younger then him. I cried whenever I thought of him and then on new years eve him and My cousin came over. We spent the whole night together but my older brother tagged along (He's legitimately a sexist, cunt, douche bag) I felt unwanted among them. I spent most of my new years crying in my room alone. My cousin tried to come see me but I had locked my door. I..I self-harmed because I felt he didn't want me, that I was nothing to him. I tried to message him over facebook but he just seemed annoyed by my presence. That was the last time I saw him. I still feel he doesn't care about me, that I mean nothing to him not even as a friend. I cry whenever i think about him even though he rejected me nearly two years ago! Its been five months since I've seen him, I miss his smile and eyes. I cried writing this, but If you got this far thanks for reading and listing to my rant!

My best bitch told me I could post on her thingy so I did (yay) hi Kiwi!

Hi. Do you mind checking out my book 'Mine.'? I would really appreciate it if you did, and would love to see what you think of it.

Thanks for the follow! Guess I didn't sound too douchey, huh? *smiles*

Thanks for the follow:)