strawbaerei

inopen ko lang wattpad ko to check if nandito pa ba acc ko hahaha para ready mamayang alas otso sa epilogue ng utrt :)) i miss u my jaslerrrr

strawbaerei

super busy ko these past few months kaya hindi ako gaanong nakakapagbasa ng stories. minsan nauumpisahan ko basahin ung iba pero di ko natatapos 
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strawbaerei

inopen ko lang wattpad ko to check if nandito pa ba acc ko hahaha para ready mamayang alas otso sa epilogue ng utrt :)) i miss u my jaslerrrr

strawbaerei

super busy ko these past few months kaya hindi ako gaanong nakakapagbasa ng stories. minsan nauumpisahan ko basahin ung iba pero di ko natatapos 
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areeseuuu

Hello po, sorry for plugging in without your permission but can you check this out po?
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/391329714?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=areeseuuu
          
           It's a mascxmasc bl story. I hope you support it po and the author as well. Thank you in advance po!

strawbaerei

@areeseuuu sureee. i sooo love masc × masc stories. i’ll read it once I finish my work + when I'm not busy anymoreee ^^
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strawbaerei

may pasok pa rin kami tangina di man lang ako nakasabay sa grow a garden na yan

strawbaerei

@strawbaerei 3rd year naaaa!! sabi nila sakin, 50× harder than the 2nd year ang 3rd year.
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strawbaerei

2nd year pa lang ako puta tapos may balak pa ako kumuha master's degree para tumaas sahod tangina mamatay na lang talaga
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strawbaerei

andaming bl na nasa library ko pero nakakatamad gumawa ng panibagong reading list. baka next month na lang ako gumawa kapag hindi na busy.

strawbaerei

378 nasa library ko, 30 ata ang fanfics dyan tapos less than 50 ang wlm. may wuhluhwuh rin pero wala pa akong nababasa kahit isa.
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strawbaerei

may english bl din kasi at balak ko ihiwalay sa tagalog bl para hindi ako malito. balak ko rin gumawa reading list ng mga natapos ko nang basahin kasi nalilito na ako sa mga stories na nabasa ko na.
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strawbaerei

I miss writing. I used to write — to bleed my pen — just to escape from reality. Yeah, reality sucks. I made a Wattpad story before, and the plot? It was my miserable life. The miserable life of a child who only wanted to live in peace, yet every damn day felt like survival.

strawbaerei

I never liked any of my stories — but ours was the only exception. I can read the story I wrote years ago over and over again, and I’ll never get tired of it. At least in that story, we had our own happy ending
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strawbaerei

I never published any of it because it was too personal to me. I wasn’t comfortable sharing my story — all I wanted was to escape my reality. Every damn word was true. The only thing that wasn’t? My 'almost' and I ending up together. God forbid a woman who’s scared of commitment but willing to commit to that one straight friend of hers. I was so willing to commit to her — especially for a lifetime.
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strawbaerei

i miss you so much it hurts, my hannie. every damn i miss you messages i sent, it wasn't just as a friend. I kept your holiday messages for me. god, I really miss you. i wish i could tell u how much i like you but i can’t lose a friend.
          
          tell me about your day, tell me about your crush, tell me about the boy from your campus — tell me everything, baby. I will listen, I will read every single message from u.
          
          actually, i like it if they keep shipping us but if u r uncomfortable, i can tell them to stop. yk i’m so kilig whenever you tag me to a random sweet/jejemon quotes lol (ik u r joking ok)
          
          it’s really okay if u only see me as a friend, yeah? you are not required to reciprocate my feelings. and, i respect you. if you are straight, then u are.
          
          my DM is always open for u, okay? dw, i’ll reply in a heartbeat.

strawbaerei

i hate wlw (woman losing woman)
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strawbaerei

hindi pa ako nakakaamin sa iyo pero nauunahan ako ng takot. baka kapag nalaman mong gusto kita, layuan mo ako. sa iyo na nga lang ako nakakapagkwento ng nangyayari sa buhay ko lol. ayos lang naman kung hindi mo ako isi-seen. basta, kapag may kailangan ka, isumbong mo lang sakin.
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strawbaerei

I think, the hardest thing as a bl fan is when your ship is slowly falling apart. They used to be your comfort ship, they used to be best buddies, they used to be a lovey-dovey on and off cam but in just a blink of an eye, your ship is falling apart but you couldn't do anything because in the end, it is their choice.
          
          The awkwardness of them on cam and you, slowly realizing, that they aren't the old them.
          
          You couldn't do anything but accept things and respect their decisions. It is so hard to move on especially when they become your comfort/main ship. I know I am not the only one who always cries and reminisces whenever I hear their song.
          
          Darn, how I wish I could travel to the year when they are still close, when everything's still fine. How I wish everything would become fine so one day, they will come back to us.