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Dies anybody else ever feel like they're the replaceable friend in your friend group, but then you disappear for a week and everyone missed you, but then depression says "Hey, lets be a little fuck and destroy your life for a few seconds." and you tell your friend that code art seems appealing, but then you see the look of genuine concern on their face, and they're trying to tell you people care, and you disagree, but then its like you snap put of it and have a mental breakdown and apologize profusely over and over and say you shouldn't have told them that you have OCD, ADHD, anxiey, depression, and are super self conscious because they now have to worry about you because you condone arson, and murder, and constantly talk about how much fun death would be, for everything to go the hell away? Just me? Ok...