The feminine urge to start writing for the last time during summertime ...
Though I quit, I'm still fond of writing and I look back slowly at all of my stories, bringing back memories of the times I wrote them, all the plans the cover edits, the teasers, the files, everything nice and organized and a warm feeling while doing the writing after slowly abandoning smut in my oneshot book.
I know I can't go back, change of interests (still love enha don't get me wrong js my schedule), the dooming reminder of my near to end school years leading me to a difficult choice of career in stem. Also my lost momentum on the app and the general inactivity on the community along with the pressure because of my perfectionist nature, still I can't help but wish I had explored my creativity all through and through, writing more and more and more.
coming back wouldn't be the same as it was, though I yearn for a general reversal to my past.
