The house in new orleans... That's where he loved you Louis, that's where he searched for you. You dumped him like trash, barely alive. He was desperately alive and desperately fragile.. What you did was act of mercy, you loved him dearly. He did as well as you did. Reading the letter he left for you was heartbreaking. It was you, the traitor! The guilt surrendered your body, hallucinations of his beautiful face was always a fresh air for you and at the same time, a breathtaking experience.