strawrryjam
Okay, so he still likes her. What the hell? Our friend told me he already stopped liking her, and then HE implied that he still likes me. They’re messing with me, aren’t they?
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Good morning, I miss him so much.
strawrryjam
How long is my feelings for him gonna last? I’m not even sure if he still likes me back or he really has moved on. There wasn’t really any clear indication. There wasn’t even an us. There’s no stages aside from having a crush. Is it normal for a simple crush to last this long? I do like and find other guys attractive but it doesn’t last longer than a few days because I still go back to him and only him. I’m going to go crazy.
strawrryjam
My mind can’t take it anymore, I gotta sleep or else I’ll explode. I gotta keep him out of my mind or I’ll become even more stupid. Goodnight.
strawrryjam
Maybe it’s just my feelings and my mind making things up, but I think he really did have feelings for me ever since idk maybe when we were 13? I remember the time when our teacher told us that we were chosen to represent our class as muse and escort and when I looked behind me where he sat, he was looking at me and Idk there’s this look in his eyes that I remember but couldn’t explain and a smile. I didn’t really paid any attention to it that time and brushed it off, but it mesmerized me for a moment. I didn’t really care about it before because I had a crush on someone else.
strawrryjam
Oh my goodness, his face keeps flooding my mind. Especially his smile, I miss it so much. I remember the times when he’d smile at me or just when he laughs when he’s with his friends. It’s just mesmerizing for me. It’s so sweet and pure. He’s not the jaw dropping ethereal looking guy, but that’s not really what I’m focusing on. He’s not even ugly either, he’s just got this charm that I couldn’t explain. He’s smart, and kind, and patient, trustworthy, responsible.
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It’s been four years and I’m still yearning for you.
strawrryjam
Fuuuuccckkkk bro i need money so bad I’m thinking about donating some blood to get money but it’s not paid in my country :( i could donate eggs but I certainly am not healthy AND my family has history of diabetes im doomed i gotta work forever
strawrryjam
Guess it’s time to move on, huh?
urbexxg0thic
@tanyalovesgrapes i js found this account from an old comment. never move on from wattpad vro, trust :p
strawrryjam
i genuinely hate philosophy bro