I know how you feel. I'm still struggle with my books too. You are at the start of your dream as being an author. I know that you probably will ignore this message but when I first start, I wrote my first ff which is Vampire Jungkook but only one part. I got 80 views but I only had like two followers. I start out small too but then I was inspire by someone else to keep writing and doing what I love. I did it and now I'm still growing. If you ever need someone to talk too, my PM's are always open. You can text me any time. Fighting and peace out~