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Hiii I love all your ff~ ♥︎

guys I'm alive! updates are cooking, I promise. not sure if anyone is curious and waiting, but please wait a few more days <33

I’m actually so glad I didn’t dismiss cortis—like I knew they were pretty good (go is pretty popular) but didn’t really end up giving their music a chance until I started the kpop random dance play :’) 
          
          genuinely feel that theyre having fun and that makes me happy. theyre gonna do great in the future as well 

yeah, i saw that on someone’s message board, that’s CRAZY work TT thank you for letting me know!!

good night, girl!! i hope you get plenty of rest ♥️ 

patience is always the most difficult to get down so it’s amazing it’s becoming a virtue for you! and agreed! going with the flow doesn’t mean not caring, it just means there are priorities for what’s more important. and you are definitely at the top of that list!! you focus on yourself and gets easier to drown out the noise. i am with you on that one, gotta let things happen, especially when you have no control over the situation.
          
          yeah, water is super important!! i’ve noticed a change since cutting out all the sugary drinks, and it’s all because of water consumption. i no longer take if for granted. i miss soda though from time to time lol 
          
          well looks likes we’re both gaining more self respect! love that for us :)) the first time i set a boundary, it was terrifying, but the more i do it and prioritize myself, it’s gotten easier. i also don’t think it’s selfish to do that either. like people say to be more selfish, but it’s actually just caring enough about yourself to do something about it and that’s how it should be, so i hope doing so really makes things better for you in all aspects of your life, with school and work and hobbies. 
          
          i knowwww this texas weather needs to chill :( its been raining here too and it’s so humid and there’s so many mosquitoes. thanks girl for the reminder to stay hydrated! i will, and you stay hydrated too and stay cool as well! time to turn the fans and ac blast 

my mental health twisted how i saw reality. i guess it doesn’t really make much sense now, but in some way, i thought i was protecting people from me. so, i isolated myself. embarrassed probably isn’t the right word, but it’s how i felt at that time. and, it is hard out there, and i’ve learned to be okay with that. i don’t let my emotions dictate how i react to the stimuli of the world now. like i am so much more outspoken now and have set boundaries for myself i never would have done otherwise. i thank therapy for that, which i finally was able to get.
          
          yeah, i am so excited for this book! i got a few chapters written. gonna have it up soon :)
          
          oh, yes, i remember the hack and you making another account! i vaguely remember your original fic too. university is very stressful. i understand wanting to do your best in your schoolwork while also making time for your hobbies. you must feel stretched thin :(( 
          
          i’m glad you took the summer off!! you deserve the break, girl!! you’re working so hard so taking this time for yourself is very much needed!! i hope listening to your body and your health helps you for the next semester ♥️ you got this, girl!! i am so happy you’re feeling hopeful and certain!! it’s so nice to hear from you, i’ve missed this :,)
          
          as for the long messages, i think it was very much needed for the both of us xD

yeah, i wrote over there for a while when i lost access to this account. it was kind of nice to start over but the feeling wasn’t the same. and i was embarrassed to reach out to the friends i made here >< but i’m not anymore. i was able to move past those things finally.
          
          i went through some health stuff and eventually lost access to that account too. but i was able to log into that one as well recently. gonna move everything over here. well, just my original work. imma leave the hugh jackman fics over there TT i wanna pretend that didn’t happen lol 
          
          sorry for the long message, it’s been a while. how have things been with you?? how are you doing??
          
          AND i think if the passion is still there for you and you’re feeling inspired, you’ll get to finish them ♥️ i believe in you!! even if takes a while. the love for writing never goes away. you’ll always come back to it!!

missed you too!! i logged back in hoping to get back to writing and posting some new stuff i’ve been working on but i couldn’t remember my login TT i switched phones and kind of gave up for a while… even made a new account but it’s just not the same 
          
          i saw that you posted that you were gonna update some works! that’s awesome!! 

hi girl!! it’s so great to see you’re still active on here ♥️