strawverymilktae

when you’re supposed to be studying after 2 hours but the suddenly watching a drama sounds like a good idea—please the cinematography, and the emotions the actors show are on point. I will be the happiest girl alive if there’s a season two with the same actors, or if there are different actors then I hope they do justice 
          	
          	
          	and nowww back to studying :>

alfaesha

Hey babe i just read your texts

alfaesha

yes, I’m in melb now!! i mean im lowkey used to the city cuz it’s my second semester now, but the goodbyes and living alone will always be the worst things ever. but thankfully, i think im dealing with it better than last time?? but not as well as others who are pretty much normal with it by the second semester. i think its probably because of how attached i am to my family. anyhow, please do keep me in your prayers, spending ramadan and celebrating eid by yourself isn’t for the weak, i’ll tell you that much.
            
            today i can rest up a bit but I do have class tomorrow :/
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alfaesha

Wattpad and its unwillingness to allow emojis smh
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alfaesha

and I get why you don’t want to skip class, but, pls remember that your health comes first. you can’t study if you’re unwell so please take the needed proper rest, okay?
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strawverymilktae

when you’re supposed to be studying after 2 hours but the suddenly watching a drama sounds like a good idea—please the cinematography, and the emotions the actors show are on point. I will be the happiest girl alive if there’s a season two with the same actors, or if there are different actors then I hope they do justice 
          
          
          and nowww back to studying :>

strawverymilktae

I want to write but I have an important exam coming next week, and I haven’t been prioritizing my studies + mental health. I’m sorry for making you guys wait. I won’t let my fics go uncompleted though, and for the recent ones that are published they will be updated after I’m done with this week
          
          again, I hope you guys can understand. I want to be able to give you guys good content than give a writing with no emotions and development

strawverymilktae

I can do this. I won’t give up—no matter how many tears, how hurt I feel, I must push past and use my brain
          
          but to use my mind, I need peace 
          
          
          to feel peace, I must be at peace with myself and to do that, I must accept myself for who I am and let myself live 
          
          
          for living is to love just as bts has taught me
          
          I will NOT give up. I CAN do this ❤️
          
          
          from me, to myself 2/22/25 
          and to anyone who needs it

Ren-Eliza

@strawverymilktae Oh okay. I understand too.
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strawverymilktae

@Ren-Eliza that’s how I write it but I also understand how you wrote it
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Ren-Eliza

@strawverymilktae don't you mean the 22/02/2025, cause you you said 02/22/2025. Or is that how you usually write the dates in your country?
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strawverymilktae

I forgot how to write—

BangTanQueen365

@strawverymilktae When that happens, I usually take my mind elsewhere, like out of my house! Try to go somewhere (for me, it's the beach⛱️) & get a treat too, lol!
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strawverymilktae

@BangTanQueen365 I can't write. it's like the words aren't flowing the way I want, and it feels like I can't translate what I have in my mind to paper
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BangTanQueen365

@strawverymilktae wdym?
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strawverymilktae

I know the vampire next door is releasing today, but I haven’t been the best with writing, and I want to give my best, so it will have to be postponed until this weekend. I’m sorry, it’s been a while since I wrote and it’s taking me time to get my thoughts down on my paper the way I have it in my mind

strawverymilktae

EVERYBODY YALL BETTER STREAM WHEN INFINITE DROPS THEIR COMEBACK SOON THEIR TRAILER LITERALLY LEFT ME SCREAMING as if me typing in caps isnt enough aldhasjlfhbsd also idk if there are any inspirits here but I noticed how there are references to their previous mvs and the fact that it somewhat symbolizes the themes in the infinite fic I just released???
          
          Im going insane. I will be shocked if their comeback doesn't get the attention they deserve after coming back from the military, and their new beginning with new emotions

strawverymilktae

@Nash_Writes97 oh well I am
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Nash_Writes97

@strawverymilktae Well, I don't stan them, too. But, I like them and their music
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strawverymilktae

@Nash_Writes97 omg me too! but I didn’t stan ajsjdjd then I heard clock and remembered them but still didn’t stan (I was not in a good spot at that time I was actually hiatus)
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strawverymilktae

in case anyone's curious and wondering when I'm coming back, I am! I decided to participate in the open novella contest 2025 for fun and found the prompts vividly gave me ideas. I wanted to write an angsty soulmate au for a while so here it is
          
          I know it's an underrated ship and nobody probably reads my works anymore, but if you do check it out and read it with me while I write it, then it would mean so much to me. I can't wait to start writing soon. I'll see you guys there <33
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/1516741072-eternal-embrace-introduction