straybish

Happy San day, I love him :))

ChaeyreahC

Hey, what's your Ao3 user?

straybish

@ChaeyreahC it's not there yet, I'm completely reworking it and editing it so it might take a while before it's actually published on there, sorry for that, I just wanna make sure it's good enough when I post it
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ChaeyreahC

@straybish thanks but i cant find the safe place ff
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straybish

Ok but perhaps I started shaking when Jiwoo said "make me wet" like excuse you, the audacity
          She's my ult bc well I'm in love with her and then she goes ahead and does THAT and I just, I've rewatched this so many times and I can't stop, HELPPP

straybish

I think once I finish safe place I'm moving to ao3 permanently, because I hate the update. I might just continue reading the ongoing stories I'm reading right now, but I don't think I'll be posting anything new on here. I have a lot of drafts, but I'll post them on ao3. If I ever post them here, I'll probably only post them when I've already finished them. Anyway if you wanna follow me on ao3, the @ is the same as this one, I'm working on a hyunminsung story on there and I have a couple of one shots waiting to be finished.

straybish

I just want my family to understand what it's like living with social anxiety. Like the feeling in your chest when you know you're going to have to meet/see new people. And then the anxiety attacks that go along with it. Even my throat hurts when I feel my anxiety coming up. It feels like you're just constantly trying not to breakdown and curl up in a ball until everyone has left and you're finally alone. It's exhausting living like that. Just constantly trying to stay strong and trying to function normally. Just trying to seem like everything is okay. And then you need to act like you're not overthinking every single thing that leaves your mouth.

starryforfelixsramen

@straybish sorry for not replying for so long (>_<) i understand you, really. But it's so hard to get the words out. Don't stress, the time will come when it's right and you're ready. You can always tell and rant to us,, we're here for you ✨
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