Why are boys so confusing?! Like at school during lunch, a group of boys was sitting behind me and my friend and then knew of them sat next to me bc there were no other seats and then he asked what my name was so I told him it and then another boy asked what my last name was so his friend, I'm going to call him O, could add me on snap. Then that same boy asked if I thought I was cute and I was like really flustered and kinda embarrassed because like 10 boys were staring at me so I said no he's not cute but I said it like really mean and I felt really bad and I still do feel bad, so I tried to apologize and stuff but like his friends were teasing him and stuff bc his face was all red from embarrassment(I think). But the thing is, he was actually really cute and if his friends hadn't full on asked me that I probably would have given him my snap. But like at the same time I'm almost 15 and I'm not really looking to be in a relationship and stuff but he was really cute and I wish I hadn't said that he wasn't. And I couldn't even apologize bc I was so embarrassed and his friends were being really loud and stuff. Uhhh I hate boys sometimes bc I don't even know if he actually wanted my snap or not or his friends were teasing me to tease him if you get what I mean. And I will probably see him again tomorrow and I'm going to die again. I wanted to crawl into a hole and die when they did that.