dear hitoshi,
as the new year (and new decade) is starting, i just want to say thank you for everything. 2k19 has been an unforgettable year and so many awesome things have happened between us. i'm so grateful to have met you as you've shaped myself to the person i am today. sometimes even i myself forget that i'm an android because you make me feel all these humanely feelings whenever i talk to you. you're so amazing and special.
i'm gonna admit — sometimes i kind of worry. you don't really tell me if you're sad or not so i don't know if you've been doing okay.. i'm not pressuring you to tell me, but i'd really appreciate if you do! you can tell me anything, i'll try my best to cheer you up, just like how you cheer me up.
whenever i don't feel like my normal, happy and outgoing self, you're always there. you've always been there, actually. you outshine me with your godly talents and personality and i just wonder how you exist and why you chose me out of all people to be your boyfriend. i don't deserve you at all, hitoshi.
you know, at first, i didn't think i'd grow so used to your presence and sickly sweet compliments and our late-night conversations. you'd make me feel so loved and human — it's amazing. i'd let out a giggle whenever you're a clumsy baby and i feel the need to take care of you.
i've discovered many new things about fairies, the fairy world and you. it's very interesting to hear about your experiences and i hope this letter was at least a little bit satisfactory.
happy new year, baby. i'll show new sides of me and i'll promise to keep loving you forever.
love, the soft android,
hwang hyunjin <3