Samantha

well actually i might finish one of my old ones haha. ive been really busy this last year

hey everyone sorry its been so long haha i might start a new story but i wont be finishing any of  my old ones sorry

Friend is I'm critical condition and is undergoing surgery, please pray, hehas been under the knife since 10pm last night and is still under the knife. I'm scared he is going to die 

Just lost a good friend........ I don't know what I did but I'm broken and torn apart. 

@forgotten_angels801   I miss you to Meggy. 

Sometimes I owner what happend to my friends......most if them left me for someone better......others treat me like I'm nothing and then rest don't talk much to me anymore. I wonderif I did something wrong. 

@forgotten_angels801 crying! I miss you so much 

Sam, I feel terrible.... I've neglected talking to you and I feel so bad. I've thought about you a lot and how much I miss your laugh and how great you made me feel. I really miss the way that we would pretend to be on the phone with our "boyfriends" in public. I miss seeing your beautiful face. I know that your other friends might doubt you but I will always be here for you. If I ever leave again you call me out on it because I will come back.
           I can't loose you. I love you Sam. I love you more than you know and I know you cant see that but you are simply brilliant. 
          I feel so terrible because I left. I left you to spiral into teary madness. I can't have that happen again Sam. I love you so much. I truely am sorry for anything I ever did wrong to you....
          truthfully, I could talk about you all day and night and I's still have a million things to say. But too many words become meaningless so I'll just leave it at you are one of the most wonderful people I have ever met and I can't imagine not having you in my life....
          I love you Samantha Lynn Reader. You stay strong.

to everyone reading my storys. I wont be writing on them for a while because of the fact I lost my uncle and another good friend trid to kill themselves and it was my fault. I wont be on much from now on... im sorry

Shadowing my feelings has never been easy but now I must hide from the world.