stuckwith127

Life is so funny.. Why did I suddenly get so attached to dream why did I suddenly get the chance to watch their last concert without knowing it was their last? I love him so much I am still shaking ... I can still see the message where I posted Jisung is crying so badly and it's scaring me.. Like I understand the reason now... What do I do now? I feel so sad.. And also nct dream will not be active for a long while.. It's not helping... We won't be seeing Mark in nct 127 I don't know.. What do I do? What about 7linn? What about the weekly Thursday shows of nct 127? Why did I stan nct ohmygod

stuckwith127

Life is so funny.. Why did I suddenly get so attached to dream why did I suddenly get the chance to watch their last concert without knowing it was their last? I love him so much I am still shaking ... I can still see the message where I posted Jisung is crying so badly and it's scaring me.. Like I understand the reason now... What do I do now? I feel so sad.. And also nct dream will not be active for a long while.. It's not helping... We won't be seeing Mark in nct 127 I don't know.. What do I do? What about 7linn? What about the weekly Thursday shows of nct 127? Why did I stan nct ohmygod

stuckwith127

Mark left nct. It feel like a bad dream. You see my page right? It's of nct dream. Nct is my pride. Or maybe was now. How can I digest the fact or to see the headline of Mark has left nct? I can never imagine it. Those posts those theories.. All were real? I am sorry to all those.. To those I comforted saying they all will definitely renew their contract.. I am so sorry.Jisung crying like that.. We should have known... Thank you so much to all nctzens and also nct. I have met many amazing people for them. This is my cue to leave kpop over all. And even wattapad.i just want to look at this as a sweet memory of my past. That's it

stuckwith127

I think I am losing my mind after learning Jeno is studying Business in university right now? And no not in a way like screaming how hot it is form him and blah blah.. I am actually concerned for myself.. Like I am voting for them here and there even when I have my studies.. Like ik i shouldn't think like this but.. Damn it hit me hard.. He is already settled in life yet he is completing his studies. Along with that I read he ranked top 10 even when he was training in SM.. I think I am gonna take  a break now.. Like y'all dont have any idea how my perspective has changed.. It's affecting me too much i am a very competitive person so I can't help but not take it well.. Ofc I am not that of a great figure like him to compare myself but.. I am so upset at myself. Like Mark has always said -" Help yourself before you help others" ..

stuckwith127

I don't even know what did I write but I am just upset. Don't get me wrong they DESERVE ALL OF IT!! THEY HAVE WORKED HARD!! but I am upset that I was so ignorant of myself
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