No matter how much I grow or how many other groups I stan, I will never forget the part of me that NCT healed — and still heals. They will always be my precious little beans.♡
It doesn’t mean I love the other groups I stan any less, but NCT was the first group that helped me drift away from my thoughts. There’s something special between them — a bond, a spark — that I crave so deeply.
I suddenly felt like posting this because three years ago, NCTzens and NCT felt so full of life. But with everything that’s happened recently, it feels like things have changed so much. The fanfiction writers who first introduced me to NCT have gone quiet, many of the most iconic meme accounts have shut down, and NCT group chats are becoming inactive — one even got shut down today.
Even though I wasn’t super active in that group chat, it still hurts to see it go. Watching so much change in just a few years… it makes my heart ache. Time is so cruel sometimes.