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i’m often upset that i cannot fall in love, but ig this avoids the stress of falling out of it 

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Bro i forgot i had Wattpad anyways i wanted to say that people should stfu on any influencer that you dont know irl, ive seen ppl shitting on scarlett from tiktok for being racist but they are also the same people who don't care about the racist teenagers in their schools, i dont care about scarlett, don't dislike her or like her, i genuinely think that people are still jealous that she is 13 and very pretty, then people make separate videos specifically about her saying she isn't even pretty, like okay? She is still a person racist or not you wouldn't make videos about people you know in real life just saying they are ugly?? People are just so fucking unnecessary and need to mind their own business. Like why are there hate accounts?? If you dont like someone dont fucking interact with their fanbase or talk about them?? There is a reason the human race is so selfish and disgusting, it's because people let themselves get into drama they shouldn't care about and become nosy and just completely get into other peoples business?? Quit being shitty to shitty people it makes you no different than them. I have no idea if what i just said made sense but I'm posting it anyways because i honestly just dont gaf and i want to say it somewhere lmfao

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          Im confused. The last two months ive been the happiest ive ever been. Too much. I have cried about two times in that time, one being happy tears. Now all of a sudden im depressed, thinking about suicide, and i dont want help. Im so confused on as to what i can do to help myself. Ive trued everything i know. Ex: journaling, talking to a councillor, talking to friends, self harm, ive even tried to switch which parent i live with. Now i have a partner who is going through their own problems and doesn't understand that i love them or understand that they are cared for, and normally it would be fine. But im just confused on everything now. I was convinced i had everything and i didnt need to do anything more or i was happy, but now all i want to do is stop existing. I have no idea what is causing it anymore, either.