atlas is delusional

hahaha tech week this week!!! i'm still building set and preview night is tomorrow! i hate my life!!! AND WE ARE DOING GODDAMN ANIMAL FARM OH MY GOD I HAD TO REPAINT THE SAME SIX WOODEN CRATES FOR A FULL WEEK BEFORE OUR DIRECTOR LIKED THEM AND HAD TO DO THIS RUSTED METAL SHEET AND HE LIKED IT THEN SAID HE HATED IT UGHHHHHH 
          
          anyways watch out for bricks in chapter four! <3 
          
          
          ALSO ZOHRAN MAMDANIIIIIII THAT IS MY MAYORRRRRRR (says the californian with joys)

guys guys guys. there is was a mysterious girl in both dyed blue hair at my confirmation class today and she was literally reminding me of ramona flowers like….hair cut, dyed hair, clothes were super cool and she seemed interesting but here is the worst part….I DIDNT GET HER NAMEEEEE OR HER NUMBER OR INSTA ANDDDDD SHE IS MY TEACHER’S SISTERRRRRR UGHHHHH 
          
          
          AND TELL ME WHY SHE WAS STARING AT ME WHILE I WAS LISTENING (no i wasn’t but whatever) TO THE LECTURE??? LIKE BAE NO I JUST GOT OUT OF THEATER AND HAVE PAINT ON MY HANDS I LOOK SO CHOPPED UGHHHH 

chat october ends in eleven days AND I STILL HAVEN'T HAD MY WE FELL IN LOVE IN OCTOBER MOMENT YET. 
          
          i will have hope, however. if nothing happens to me this month then istg third of december better fucking pull through </3

i saw reneé rapp last night and i am not okay. when i tell you i cried during in the kitchen i mean i CRIED. 
          
          also she brought out towa bird??? hell yes.
          
          and for the first time, it didn’t smell like the devil’s lettuce when i went!!! i was so happy to be smelling nachos and fries instead
          
          anyways i’m almost done with the next chapter of “no surprises” i lowkey just had to take a break for a while cause i had quarter one finals and did pretty good on them from what i’ve seen on powerschool!!

y'all gotta be kidding me...i go to see chappell roan in concert and lucy, julien, naomi, katie, and jo were there?!?! and i didn't see them?!? 
          https://www.instagram.com/p/DPqTsUyDouN/ 
          
          chappell did not play kaleidoscope which sucks casue it's my favorite song butttt i did cry to coffee, the subway, and casual and now my voice is nonexistent
          
          
          update on the crush: she brought her boyfriend to homecoming. so she is taken and straight </3

spooky season (october) so i'm gonna watch my comfort fall shows and movies (stranger things for sure but also gilmore girls, over the garden wall, coraline, little women, and the perks of being a wall flower for the ten millionth time) 
          
          plus i will probably be back on the writing side of tiktok and maybe (or maybe not we'll see) add some VERY fun and totally not traumatizing stuff in my fic
          
          ALSO I WOULD LIKE TO CONFIRM THAT THE AO3/WATTPAD CURSE IS REAL CAUSE THIS WEEK HAS BEEN AN EMOTIONAL ROLLER COASTER LIKE WHAT THE FUCK???

YAYAYA NIGHT SHIFT LYRICS FOR UR USERNAME ON AO3!! chef's kiss mwuah
          
          ALSO THE LIFE OF A SHOW GIRL IS AOMOST HEREEE!!!
          
          AND SUPPOSEDLY THE SECOND RWRB MOVIE IS BEING FILMED RN!!! (And there might be a 3rd movie im actually gonna shit myself)
          
          And trump continues to make everything more and more terribleee

ughhhhh there is this girl in almost all of my classes and she is literally so cute and AHHHHHHH 
          
          the thing is....we don't talk. we are in the same program and we have even been on an overnight trip together but we just don't talk and its KILLING MEEEEEE CAUSE LIKE OMFG I SWEAR I HAVE THE BIGGEST CRUSH ON THIS GIRL AND SHE DOESN'T EVEN LOOK MY WAYYYYY UGHHHHH 
          
          just hoping for the day i get placed with her for a group project because prefect talking material right? ALSO she has literally said i'm funny and cool??? like she helped me with something once and ughhhh our hand brushed
          
          anyways that was my gay mental breakdown of the day because like...yes. anyways back to study hall cause i need to get this shit done for one of my classes

wednesday season two review 
          
          spoilers ahead?!:
          
          
          
          okay so honestly i didn’t really like this new season. i did enjoy some parts of it but i felt like there were episodes that were just fillers.like i enjoyed the body switching with enid and wednesday but that entire episode just felt like a filler. i also hated what the did with enid’s character in part one by making her cheat on ajax but she did not deserve that ending. i screamed when i saw my mother lady gaga on screen so i was extremely happy and i also enjoyed agnes and enid’s dance. iwould try to learn  but i could never cause i suck at dancing. i have so far enjoyed the edits of the show but i felt like it this season could’ve been way better. it had the potential but the writing and some other things could’ve been better. finally ranking is 7.5/10. extra half point was added for my queen lady gaga. sorry to all the fans of season two but i honestly didn’t enjoy it as much. 

chapter one is out guys!! through sickness and through getting two teeth yanked out along with some family drama...it's out. 
          
          man the wattpad author curse just might be real lmao