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I just wanna be part of your SYMPOOHHNNNYYNNNYYYEAAAH

SIGMAS I AM BACK FROM THE DEAD

sort of a vent!
          
          i have these two friends, maeve and xhim. and i enjoy being their friend. but they make me feel bad. i still sort of look up to ws (wilbur soot) and tommyinnit, and i hate myself for it. i wish i could be better but i’d rather stay oblivious and have comfort instead of know things and be alone. i stopped sh because of ws. im 7/8 (not sure) months clean as of now. ive gotten close to relapsing several times due to these friends. im getting sick of it. i know im wrong, please quit reminding me. im sorry maeve. i wish i could be better.

NEW HYPERFIXATION INCOMING MOTHERFUCKERS ITS FUNDAMENTAP PAPER EDUCATION

Boo

IGOT TO HANG OUT WITH MY BOYFRIEND AND WE HAD A SLEEPOVERand he went through my phone while i was asleepBUT WE DONT TALK ABOUT THAT PART IM SOHAPPY AYENJEQNNSKMQMAKWJWMS

“why don’t you like alastor?” he is based off a legend from my nationality that makes me nauseous, panicky, shaky, and gives me headaches to think about of course i wont fucjing like him

Update on my life! Had a mental breakdown over Wilbur’s apology, watched dream and sm others DRAG HIS ASS (dni if you support wilbur please), broke up w somebody, ex helped me get with my crush, currently in a relationship with someone i knew when we were little for the 2nd time in my life. Also, my doscord is gutsandbunnies, i have a server you can join!! We all cuss a lot tho so be careful.

My favorite streamer admitted to horrible things. How do I keep going when everyone I trust is wrong? I can’t keep relationships and now I’m scared of them, I fall in love so easily and then fall out so quickly. Why can’t I be normal? Why do people get to have horrible blackmail against me? Oh, I fucking hate my life.

I’m in sort of a toxic relationship but idk how to tell them that they’re being toxic