bellaedonna
i just saw something and i wanted to make sure you're doing okay.
bellaedonna
yeah i actually feel the same as you, knowing that he was such a vital part of my childhood and i had such big dreams regarding them, I mean it actually feels like i lost a puzzle piece and am never going to be able to fill that void ever again, i can't even listen to their music the same way cuz it's always gonna make my heart sink. and the fact that he was not the same person who we loved is so heartbreaking, i can acknowledge the fact that he changed but i cannot really bring myself to believe it or hate him, i don't know what that makes me but i think i'll be in denial for a while i guess.
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bellaedonna
as i said i actually couldn't help it, it just felt like it would be wrong and cruel to not atleast try to talk to you. someone who completely understands your emotions and grief, i want you to know i'm here to listen to you or even if you just need a shoulder.
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bellaedonna
sorry if this comes off as weird but i know what you're feeling & i couldn't help myself from checking in on you.
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