𝐅𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐆𝐫𝐚𝐲

2K, 6K, 15K, that's just insane, thank you guys <33

shuck??? 14.1K?? thank you???

my inactivity is astounding actually, but omg, guys??? 13K reads?? thank you so much!!

          28 Stories
          
          Your heart had 28 stories to tell,
          When we were friends.
          When I first met you,
          I knew we were kindred spirits.
          Your soul was broken
          Just like mine,
          But different 
          In so many ways.
          
          Two souls
           Like two uneven marbles,
          Struggling to roll over
          Our own hillocks,
          But disfigured inside
          All the same. 
          
          I thought I needed to teach you,
          The younger,
          The knowledge of one year ahead.
          Instead, 
          You taught me about sadness,
          Things I will never forget.
          
          Your heart had 28 stories to tell,
          When we were friends.
          I read each one carefully, 
          I praised the good work,
          Then I thought of the cracks 
          That they filled in your soul.
          
          Through them, 
          We grew closer.
          I learned the stories by heart. 
          But destiny often separates
          The souls too much alike.
          
          Our paths were divided,
          Then we grew worlds apart.
          And one year later,
          I returned to the start.
          
          You were waiting already,
          Our paths crossed again!
          I reached into your soul,
          And saw then,
          Than your heart now had
          33 stories to tell.
          
          Five doesn’t seem 
          Like over a few months,
          But two stories to you,
          Were like centuries apart. 
          So, I read the five stories,
          I counted the words 
          That had grown between us, 
          Like a vine that had spread,
          At times, overtaking thirds.
          
          I felt cold unfamiliarity,
          Where there used to be warmth.
          I could no longer picture
          The thoughts behind 
          The author’s words. 
          That’s how I realised,
          Not only you had changed,
          Now my heart also had
          Many more stories to tell…
          
          Here I am now,
          Worlds apart,
          I extend my hand to
          A once-familiar marble.
          I ask not to erase
          The stories we told 
          In our time apart,
          But to join forces once more,
          To start writing together.
          Let’s add to the next story,
          Just two singular digits, for now:
          28.

happy valentines!!! and happy 2k to TTT!! thank youuuu!

not gonna lie, while putting my stories back up, i almost had a stroke trying to locate the button T-T it really goes to show that i haven't had anything new to show and update you guys in a really long time, haha. i actually did almost forget i had promised i'd put this back up ^3^ oops
          
          anyways, all my ancient works are up again (it's almost been a year since i've unpublished them woww) just for the readers who want them back and definitely not for my pride in my own works because that one is non-existent
          
          here's a list:
          1. Boo, I scared you...
          2. Wait For Me
          3. Keep Holding On
          4. The Ticking Time
          
          that's the list of all the works i put back up ^^ disclaimer again: my works are very different from my writing now (that i haven't showed you [yet?]), and i've definitely had some things that would cause "character development" to put it lightly over the times i've been inactive here; personally though, i think you can definitely see some of that despite me never having talked about it as you read throughout my works in the ticking time (there are actually some stories i enjoyed reading over there despite being a self-depreciating writer !!) i could probably rewrite them like i always said i would, but...i don't think i can at this moment i'm telling you this now, i also can't promise that they'll ever be rewritten, so don't get your hopes up for a better version unfortunately 
          
          another thing i haven't talked much about is one of my unfinished fics on here and i really do highly doubt i'll ever finish it. it was pretty cute, though, but i don't want to cause the same pain i've felt reading unfinished works after getting attached too much, so, big chances are, you'll never see that. fun fact: it was titled promise me :)
          
          hope my works still warm your heart as they did before, and i hope they can serve as your little escape for some time. enjoy ! ºvº

not that i have any new stories to share with you all but my works will be back up on february 7th :) 
          
          now, i'd just like to put it up that my works are definitely very different from how they are now, and the person i've become -- I still don't know if it's someone better or worse -- is definitely someone else. 
          
          however, some of you want them back up, and who am i to stop that from happening? 
          
          i would also definitely have to put a disclaimer here that no updates were made from the previous time they were announced, despite my intentions being shared of updating them into becoming better versions of themselves. 
          
          also, feel free to post some prompts that you'd want me to see, just in case I can write again. :)

oh wow it's been months since i unpublished, i wonder how many reads my works would have had if i didn't, but alas, what's done is done haha, send a message if you perhaps want it back! i'll act accordingly on how i decide to give you what you want :)

Hi, I miss you. Just saw frizz and liszt account was inactive. I was looking through all my comments and I saw urs and I was so happy. I hope I get to talk to you again soon. I miss u so much. I miss reading your amazing writing. I hope you are happy and safe. Please talk to me whenever u wish/are free. I'm sad my favorite online friends are going inactive, but I'm gonna keep my hope up. 
          Love, 
          L2

Really late but thank you for 12K reads !!