I've applied to every part time advertisment I ever came across in stores in nyc and if I don't get a job I'm GENUINELY gonna crash and kms.
LIKE JUST GIMME THE JOB— besides, going back 'home' where you're unwanted and asking a father whose never going to give face to you and only give in to his wife (my mom) who literally hates me and doesn't want me breathing near her or stepping foot into their house is draining. I only came home to take my allowance from dad, tell me why tf am I stuck waiting to take my allowance and have my dad finally take his name off our joint account in the bank of our state instead of already being back in my dorm. It's only been three days and I already wanna leave.
(please ignore my loves, I rlly just needed to vent and gush out my frustration somewhere or my head would've exploded)