someone

surprise!! i still exist!!!
          anyways i'm like barely in the dsmp fandom anymore, i legit only watch the yt vids every now and again, but dw, i'm not discontinuing the story
          
          as some of you may know, i'm working on a rewrite because, yk, the story sucks (lol) and - not to toot my own horn - i feel i've improved in my writing ability like...a lot since i first started.
          
          i also feel inclined to finish the story, as y'all have been so incredibly supportive to me and my writing, even when i would disappear from the internet for months at a time without a word, i think it's the least of what i should do for you all, thank you all so much
          
          i want to actually finish the whole story before i post the rewrite, as i feel it will be best to post it all in one go, so please keep in mind it might be a while, as i feel there may be quite a few chapters, but i will try to get it done quickly!
          
          again, thanks for being so patient, the full story should (hopefully) be out by the end of the year, i love you all so much, have a great rest of your day <3

@br0ke_wh0re 
          I agree you haven’t posted i really hope your ok
          <33

Hi! Are you okay? We haven't heard from you in a while and you hadn't updated.

i’m like over 24h late but happy new year guys !!
          i love you all so much <33
          
          also soz i haven’t been updating, i’m alive, i’m just very mentally ill and have no motivation to do anything whatsoever :D

'the fall' has been on loop for about an hour or two now *heart eyes emoji*

may or may not be planning on introducing some new character in the upcoming chapters…
          
          
          
          ( it won’t let me use emojis so please just imagine that there’s the two eyes looking to the side at the end, thanks x )

man the amount of times that i’ve just said ‘fuck it’ and nearly posted a face reveal is actually unreal 
          
          the only thing that’s stopped me is the overwhelming fear of judgement 

was going to post the next chapter within next week but it turns out i have many assignments due then ( that i haven’t done ) so it might have to wait until the week after 

have finally found the motivation to start writing the next chapter and all i have to say is…
          
          omfg i hate angst so much, it’s so hard to write 

i love you all so much :,)