.•. amna .•.

I think most of my wattpad friends are inactive or barely on now
          
          sigh I miss the good times

so this is kinda of a rant ig idk
          
          anyhow, so my dad is a terrible person (im not going to elaborate so just take my word for it)
          every year we spend up 3 days with him yes?
          
          now he makes a LOT of money, he owns like 11 businesses and has another job on top of that
          now his second job, they give him 10k monthly because he has a family (my brother and I)
          but we don’t see that money at all
          they also give him money for plane tickets to like travel
          again we don’t see it
          
          now yesterday he took us to Doha mall, and for those who have never gone, it’s a huge mall with lots of shops and stuff
          I got 2 collectors editions (shatter me and unravel me) and the summer of broken rules
          
          Now he bought me AirPods (because my old ones were old and one wasn’t working) from jarir bookstore
          beforehand I was talking to my mum (who never accompanies us because they hate each other and well he’s a terrible person) about how im going to get AirPods and a new phone out of him
          
          He only got me the books and AirPods because I told him my mother will pay for it (I had her credit card)
          
          We were supposed to go with him again today, but he cancelled last minute
          I was saying I’m getting a phone today, my exact words were I’m weasellin a phone out of him
          
          Now my goddamn brother, he’s 9, doesn’t remember most of what that man did because we left when he was 4
          anyway my brother said “oh im going to tell him what you’re trying to do”
          
          Like I’m the bad person
          
          Now im wondering if I am, because he does give us money but gets mad at me when I use it to buy stuff
          In Australia (or for me at least) o don’t get the receipts when I buy small things
          He’s mad because his card is Qatari, and takes more money because 1 aud equals to 2 qr
          
          So in conclusion, am I the bad person because I want my father who can make up to 50-100k (Qatari riyal) a month to buy me a new phone (iPhone 16 pro max is currently the one I was wanting, since everything else looks ugly and it is 5 thousand qatari riyal)
          Which is 2.5kish in aud

F4F?

y’all ever randomly remember a series you read ages ago and suddenly feel like rereading it

no one talks about how hard it is to write about American high schools when you’ve never stepped foot in in the us

I’m going to start unfollowing people soon, so if I don’t recognise you by a past user/current user/bio/published stories uh goodbye..?
          
          I don’t know half the people I follow now because of the huge chunks of time I missed last year

if i use an em dash when writing a story for wattpad will I get accused of AI
          
          yes im slowly coming back (ill change my theme when im go back to aus)

Happy New Year!

my friends are 5-8 hours ahead because im halfway across the worlddd
          
          half of them are already in 2026 this feels like a fever dream

the byler / mileven ship war made me realise fandom etiquette is dying
          
          because wdym milevens slander people who ship byler and vice versa??
          
          ship and let ship guys