ꕥ ID : @videtamare ᳯּ֮ ── anything , huh ? [ he couldn't help the bitter chuckle that fell from his lips , eyes still narrowed at the sight of rain careening down onto damp cemented brick from outside the balcony window , the truth of this stormy , murky night already torturing him enough . ] they're takin' me away / TONIGHT / , lucky — what th' hell do you think you're gonna accomplish ? this clan isn't one to mess with . . [ ‘ i stepped out of line when i broke the rules , when i ignored the code like a foolish , insolent CHILD . they're not dragging me back to live as i am now . . & they won't stop until i'm their perfect little / princess / . ’ elliot was seething just thinking about it , but he wouldn't dare to bring the team into family affairs . this was something he had to handle on his own : even if it killed him . ] there's no reason t' — to instill false hope in me , lucky . none at all . they are not / loving / , nor will they ever be . i won't forget you , nor eivan , or ANY of you . . [ ‘ i know you love me , i love you too . ’ he pretended the stray tear falling down his cheek wasn't there , like the urge to throw himself into their arms — / his new family / — wasn't there either . it'd only make him hurt more . ] but this . . is goodbye .
╱ sir idk where i went with this or why i did this but i'm sobbing & i'm also sorry for the pain :''((