suckerforpillowpets

i havent been on here in a while jeez >.<

suckerforpillowpets

hi everyone, i’m just letting you know i’m not going to be responding for a while on anything probably. i’m just here to talk for a little bit and let it out, i guess.
          
          young onset parkinson’s disease has claimed my moms life this morning after 10 years of fighting. i’m broken right now and i don’t know how i’m going to move on in life.
          
          though, until the very end she still remembered my name like she said she would the day she was diagnosed.
          
          2020 really cannot get any worse, can it?
          
          she really was my everything, the one there when no else was and the one i knew i could trust with my life. it’s hard for m to grasp, i don’t want to accept it. i don’t think i can, we were just sharing a macaroon last night. 
          
          she was like a teenager in an adults body. her favorite song was ‘in da club’, and she loved to joke that she would surpass my height one day. she was an amazing military nurse and mother in general. her nickname out of any other nickname was, shitty. she really was the best person to be around and made the most out of everything.
          
           i know she’s playing fortnite in heaven with lil peep, just like she said she would.
          
          hold your loved ones extra close tonight.
          
          ik hou van jou, mom.
          
          -cosette

rosemaryhatesyou

ik weet dat we in dezelfde kamer zijn , maar de chik fil a is er gekomen . ik hou van je cos <3
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