Honestly, that’s something I plan to elaborate more on when I rewrite. I never really specified what it was, because I never really came up with what it was. I would just call in an “inner power” or whatever. I wrote it cause I liked the idea of it, and me being the inexperienced writer that I am, never elaborated. So sorry if that’s confusing it is one of many things I plan to fix in my rewrite, and go into depth in. Thank you for reading! <3