@apparentlyavery yeah. It must hurt to have something practically in the palm of your hand but at the same time it's not there. Like reaching for the fruit at the top of the tallest tree. It's the sweetest but you can't have it.
Also, I decided I'd start making random requests for books now and see who's up to the "challenge" lol. Some authors just need an idea to spark something; a push in the right direction, ya know? :)