If I could give you some advice, it would be "go with the flow" because wherever you're going, just know that there will always be a destination awaiting you. 

Along with that quote, don't forget to trust God in that process. Trust me, everything will turn out the way you deserve, not the way you need, because "some medications, like certain antibiotics, may have unintended consequences." 

You may doubt the road you take on the way, but that's how your journey started; that's where you find the true meaning of your purpose. Allow that flow to experience the true meaning of purpose. 

Have a nice day.
Ms. LZ