𝘰𝘧𝘧𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘦

meet me in hell, prince's going to b off for a while now

okay, prince's now logging of for the next days/weeks, but you can talk to him in hell

I'M EXCITED

ok but what if i just die

yk what, fuck it, as long as you're happy with your decision my feelings don't fucking matter.
          i hope you can live your life, be happy and find someone better than me.
          
          and no matter what, it's not your fault. it is mine.

i miss your daily "i proud of you"s
          
          you'd always tell me why you're proud of me, and how proud you are
          
          are you still,, proud of me? because you were the only one that admired every little step i took. 
          
          

ok yk what, i'm gonna buy a new scale and starve myself again, because that's the only thing i can do to make me feel better 

please see a therapist.

i miss telling you bullshit, always spamming in our podcast group chat
          it felt so safe, i knew i wasn't bothering you
          
          now i can no longer tell anyone all those things without feeling annoying af. you know what, i'll just stop talking about it
          
          and maybe i'll even stop talking

ich halt das nicht mehr aus