What can I tell you when I don't know myself, what can I write when I don't understand a thing, what do I say when I don't know what I know. There are things I can't say, things I can't unsee, thoughts I can't ponder enough, emotions that have remained ill treated forever, regrets that are forever unforgiving, and many more things that are always in my headspace, maybe they are supposed to be there forever. I don't know, but I want to find out. I really do. Will you be by my side in this strange and seemingly indifferent walk of mine? We might run someday, just  maybe. Who knows.