i love atsushi hihi
she/her
uhh im a worthless pathetic thing. idk 
probably not gonna write anything bcz no ones gonna read it soo...

i wish i could gouge her eyes out and paint a masterpiece with her blood, holding a brush made with her hair taped on her bones with her skin. unfortunately, i'm bad at drawing. 

ideas are swirling in my head but i can't write them. because they hurt ? because i'm ashamed ? because i'm lazy ? because i can't start ? who knows

im insane, probably... like every bsd fan ? lol. id empty myself of my blood in my own mouth but i cant cut deep enough.

what's done is done
and nothing's gonna change
i should be moving on
but i still feel the same
and it's like every day is a fight for my life
to get some self-control
and when you've forgotten who i am
it just feels, it just feels, like i'm nobody at all.