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why do people even follow me on here im probably never publishing anything on here again

The first time I listened to Static by flavor foley felt good— no, great. It was like a refreshing drink of cold water on a hot, summer afternoon. I resonate with this song. I see myself in her (“her” being Static Miku). I’ve felt just as desperate and obsessed as she has time and time again, but I didn’t know how to express it. And I still don’t. But that’s just my fault, right? I’ve chosen to be like this, haven’t I? Everyone thinks this is the path I’ve chosen, when I can hardly make decisions the same way I could before I had friends. I became obsessive because of how many times I had been abandoned before finding my “best friends”. I *really* thought they were the ones for me. The people I could rely on. And that was very stupid of me to believe. Because now, I’ve become a hollow shell of what I used to be, desperately carving my cries for help on my skin with my weak, fragile fingers, refusing to break down the walls I’ve built around myself over the years.
          I think I’ve been rambling enough now.

I don’t think my ex best friends realize how they made me feel. And frankly, I don’t think they care.
          I mean, why would they, anyway? I’m just a burden to them, aren’t I? That’s how they treated me. They didn’t seem like they cared much during their departure from me. Like they were waiting for me to make one mistake, so they could trip me off my feet and abandon me. That’s what everyone does. They gain your trust, wait until you pour your very soul into your relationship with them, then they take what they desire and leave you in the dust. Everyone is the same. It’s like I’ve repeated the same cycle hundreds of times. Like I’ve been reincarnated just to suffer the same fate over and over again. I am never truly at peace, and I never will be. All they see me as is a plaything that they can draw blood from for their own benefit.

so like why was my ex best friend stalking my account in november??????? I thought she wanted nothing to do with me anymore ?

This account brought back memories that lie deep within me and part of me really wishes i didn’t remember those things . I MIGHJTTT delete this account but all the stories on here are so dogshit that it’s funny as HEEELLLLLLL

OUGHHHHH this account is so old. the stories on it are ASSSSSSS. I’m just gonna keep all of it public though because it’s funny

Thanks for the follow!

Thank you so much for adding my story to your reading list!! Just to let you know I will be continuing it so don't worry about it not being finished! Oh and once again Thank you SOOOO~ much!!❤

Hey, I’m so sorry your art got stolen! I saw what happened in someone else’s book of people to report (they said to report the Melody person) and I just wanna say that I’m sorry that happened to you! What they did was an extremely toxic thing to do and sucked. Yeah, just wanted to say that I’m sorry for your experience, and that some of what they said was just horrible. That’s all, I hope you have a great day! 

Hey, Paige. Just wanted to make sure you were ok. Melody is so rude