Hey, guys. Disregard the last message. I think i'm going to be suspending my account. I don't have motivation. I literally have nobody to turn to, and i'm going to counseling and a psychiatrist. I don't have anybody. I've been talking people out of suicide and depression for a couple years. I just want somebody like that for me. Like if i dont answer them, they keep on messaging me on every form of social media until i answer and tell them i'm okay, i am that person for my friends and internet friends, but when is there going to be that person for me?