I lit felt the same way and still do, I would read others fanfics and get really discouraged about my writing. But ig in the end you just have to realise that you’re doing it for yourself and your own pleasure and obviously everyone is going to write differently. I would recommend you to just start writing and not be discouraged by anything, you will grow as you go. You also don’t need to have every single detail of the plot planned out, a rough outline is honestly enough the rest will just come to you. So I hope this was helpful and my advice would be to just start and see where it goes, and people reading and commenting your story is honestly the biggest motivation
