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I am having thoughts of deleting my book. Idk. I just don't feel like it today.

I really was indecisive if i should post this or not. I feel lilke a real piece of shit. My friendship with the greatest best friend is about to be ruined by my anxiety and lack of maturity. My parents always tell me how i am childish and that at my age i should take things more seriously. But the way i am childishis how i ignore somebody if they ignore me, by talking to someone else or doing something else without me. And by that i fall depper into anxiety. All of today i wanted to just go home and cry. The thing is that no one will ever understand it. Im just gonna go and do my homework. And that wont help.

So lately i have been really anxious and sad and havent talked at all to my best friend and she is mad at me. Someone needs to collect this sad piece of shit that is me.