sumairu97

I WANT TO LEAVE THIS WORLD BEHIND.............

Feeling tired, sad, and lonely again, what and where is my ikigai? 

I'm tired I just want to sleep and stay in mu room. I'm sor tired of dealing with friemds who doesn't care about me. I'm so tired of men who gives me the sligjtest hope that they might like me. I'm so tired of all the responsibilities that was placed upon me. I am so tired of all the expectations that they have conveyed to me. I am so tire of hoping that something good will arrive someday. I am tired og hoping that someone will love me. I am tired of thinking that my friend cared about me. I am so tired of doing what was expected of me. I'm so tired of pleasing my parents. I should've fought for what I want to do in my life. I should've stood up for what I believed and want. I'm tired of them not appreciating all my efforts. I should've chose myself first and now its late for a change. I'm old and exhausted from everything.

ty for the votes luv <3

He said, he is interested to me and I believed him. After a few days, weeks even, just like the passage of time, he changed, ignoring my sweet messages and concern. Just like that, he left me hanging in the air. Not a single explanation, as if he didn't uttered those words. Why did you do that to me? I'm hurt. I deserved atleant a lie that you found someone or whatever it is. Your a cruel person. Please, give me atleast a sorry or no, I'm not interested anymore. Atleast give me an explanation so that I can move on. Your a selfish person. Its funny cause I wamted to hate you yet I love you

I declined yet you didn't listen. I'm tired of doing things for you just because you didn't listen to me saying no..... I hate you

I often thought, death is the only solution in my misery...

There is always this hole in my heart and I don't have a clue what it is looking for.....

Am I too nice or naive to be taken advantage of?

Hii! Thank you so much for the follow<333 Stay safe and healthy, Take care!