summonmuted

So, when I say stop, that's mean not gonna do it anymore. That's not gonna happen in the future time. Not gonna relapse. Because for the love of God, I swear, that was stop.
          	
          	
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summonmuted

I'm afraid to take a chance, I'm afraid of failure, and I'm afraid of work hard but not paying off. I'm afraid to be myself. I am cowardice. I can't even help myself to get up from this black hole. I'm just me. That too afraid to die but don't want to life anymore.