honestly i have mixed emotions as of now. the fact that mark is actually leaving nct after 12 to 10 years is really taking a toll on me. ive been an nctzen for as long as i can remember. marks starting a new chapter in his life now. whether he is thinking of pursuing the solo career, or stop making music completely and focus on the normal life, or he has found someone, i am happy for him, but i am sad as an nctzen whos been around for years. I genuinely never thought this day would come, but it had to come eventually. the man is a part of nct dream, nct 127, is a soloist, super m and nct u. this man has had an absolute filled journey, i can imagine that he's probably tired or doesn't have the capacity to keep up now. i would have thought the group would be disbanding as a whole, but not an individual who has so much influence in his target audience.
as of everyone who is a dear nctzen, we will get through this. im not sure how but we will. look on the bright side, he's now doing something he's happy about. (RAINS IN HEAVEN IS PLAYING RN IM GONNA CRY) the reality is that we can't do anything about it, its a decision he's been thinking about for a long while, the least we can do is respect it.
as an author who has a mark work going on now, i am in two parts. either i discountinue the work or i keep it going. on top of life and the heartbreaking news as well, i don't know what to do anymore. i'll make an announcement, i dont know when, but i will.
everyone please take care. look after yourself <3
- sun_hyuck