Secret Dremz

Hi , buddy .
          
          Thank you for staying with me all . I know I am literally an a-sh-le for not giving any updates even from starting but my life was pretty depressed from the start . I choose writing to less it but sometimes it make my heart heavy for no reason . I am not someone who cannot say about all my past horrors or trauma but my own self can't share the emotions except for the loved ones and by that I lose them . I found that I am too selfish for the world . Everyone is disappointed with me . The eyes can never lies like the mouth . Starting from the birth giver of me and birth changer of me , they wish I was something useful which I am not really . I want a place to dumb these feeling and I think this is the only one , I have which I don't want to fear that someone will ghost me on my face . I will try to return in January with lots of updates but I am not sure . I am working on myself . My heart can't take more than this . It pains every second , I breath and I am not lieing... it truly hurts for which I am choosing the paths I should never . Even though , people say that I have matured thoughts more than the people of my age which was completely a lie , I am dumb enough to choose anything I will regret later . I don't know anyone will msg me or not but it became careless for me now after seeing and hearing the world . I am setting off for now . I am coward and emotional freck . I accept .
          
          Regards ,
          your author .

Am I a bore writer... ?? Should I stop writing... ??

Will anyone answer... 
          
          Checking...
          
          Want Care to be Mine as a Taekook or a bl fictional book like eg : Simon's ( author ) books .

Hlo ,
          
          I am kinda thinking of unpublish my book , Care to be Mine . As being a perfectionist , I am thinking of re-writting it . I am also working on a new book . I am not a really a good writer but a perfectionist which hurts my heart which can't bear seeing the idiotic writing of mine . I should really have a good schedule to write daily but having a bad sight not leaving much space for me to see the screen as it hurts my eyes . It is really bad...
          
          Love you .

@snow_moon_x Good afternoon , sweetieeeee~~

Hey ,
          
          I will be soon , I have said that I will be updating " Lucifer " but I don't think so I can , as my exams was announced all of a sudden which is on Monday till the end of this month . We just got our exam time table before 3 days so I hope you will forgive me . I am not that topper worms * crying internally *
          
          Bye !!
          
          Regards ,
          Your author 

Heyya , I am the dead person , here .
          
          Why life is so boring and standard . Anyways anyone want an update ?? like not for Care to be Mine but Lucifer... I want to write yet I don't want * sigh * 
          
          I don't know anyone want it.... whatever the honorable dead boring writer says bye !! sweets !!
          
          

Hey , sweets .
          
          Still today I have never acknowledged the followers who followed me but today I need to thank you all who have followed me . It is more than you can think . I had thanked him/her still once again , I need to thank the author @khushitaemadi who promoted my book in his/her message board . I am sure , if it is not her , I would have never been recognised . 
          
          Thank you !! ♡ 
          
          ❀ Love is all I can afford for you ❀
          
          Regards ,
          @mydarknightmare_ 
          
          

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