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it’s been so long since i’ve been on here i’m having nostalgia from when i was 13 lmao 

yo i haven’t been on wattpad in a minute and i come back to this new update what the actual fuck is this 

i’m working on a book that’s not shawn related at all but it’s inspired by the show the 100 and i’m actually excited. for so long i kept trying to think of fanfiction ideas for a new shawn book but i never had the motivation to write anything. i have so many drafts, but i discovered that i have a love for other types of writing and genres of books. i still love shawn and will continue writing about him but i also wanna try new things with other kinds of books. create new characters and story lines that interest me and challenge me. something besides sex and love. i’m really excited to try this while also trying to continue coming up with shawn book ideas. maybe i can make like a sci-fi book with shawn in it. that’d be cool. idk i’m just writing lol if anyone actually reads this then hi 

i’m still not over the fact that shawn is a TWO TIME GRAMMY NOMINEE like wow i remember when he did that meetup in dundas square before he even released his first song and now he’s about to play a stadium next year. so so so so so so proud of him. where has the time gone? he truly deserves everything tho and i can say that a million more times and mean it more and more every time i say it. much love for peter raul <3 

just wanted to say i love you guys and pls pls pls pay attention to your mental health. it’s so important that you take care of yourself the best you can. i’m always here if any of you need to talk, no matter what. i’ll try my best to understand and help you work through something x 

changed my @ from mutualmnds to suncitymendes so don’t be confused sksksk 

dear wattpad, 
          this update trash. you can keep it 

i thought people were commenting on my message board but then i realized that wattpad is just on crack 

Hi to anyone who sees this, If you ever need someone to talk to or just to make new friends, my DMs are always open. I don’t care what the problem is, I won’t judge you and I’ll try my best to understand. I just feel like people who struggle with anxiety, depression, etc. don’t have as many people as they should, to talk to openly about what they’re feeling. No one should bottle up their emotions because that only makes it worse. I don’t care if we know each other well, or if we’re complete strangers. I don’t even care if you vent and then never want to talk again, you just needed someone to let everything out to. I’m always here <3. Just thought I’d put that out there, because I’ve been going through some stuff and realized I don’t really have someone to talk about my emotions with, and ik some people out there are dealing with the same thing & it shouldn’t be that way. We should be able to talk about how we feel. Okay, sorry for the long message but remember I’m always here ily okay bye :) 

hey babe! do you mind giving my books a read? comment or vote, whichever you prefer! it would mean a lot to me! ✨