honeybee

Hey there! Just a quick update - I've recently made the decision to delete my book on satanism because I've had a change of heart, and I am now a Christian. I want to start fresh and not have my account associated with my past as a satanist. Please know that this doesn't change how much I respect and care for those who still follow that path. Your beliefs are just as valid and important as anyone else's, and I fully support that diversity.

update: Im okay, I got some help and am working on seeing somebody to get put on m*dic*tion  to stabilize my mood. I am sorry if I worried anybody but I am fine now and will continue posting on this account. if you have any questions please PM me!

one week and I'm gone. It's been fun you guys. Yall better make my poetry famous when I'm gone. ya know dead poet things. I know I didn't have many accomplishments in life but I'm proud of a few of my poems. I love you guys, even though nobody follows me or reads my shit, I like to pretend I have a lot of you guys, it feels less lonely.
          
          - sincerely Clare Grace  
          04/13/21

i think I will be coming back but only to finish up my works and publish my last words to everyone. I huge piece of everything I never got to say while in this life. It will include the names of the people who did me wrong and all my confessions.  I will be leaving on April 13th of 2021.

I am working really hard on my book of studies on satanism! the next chapter is going to dive into how we as spiritualistic Satanists view hell. It is taking some time because I wanted to do some research and compare how I view hell and how others view hell. It is gonna be a pretty interesting chapter!! should be up sometime next week!

yall I am really close to being hospitalized or taken from my house. Sorry if I go inactive for a little while. My current living situation has taken a small turn and isn't all too safe. I should be fine but it is a possibility that I will be gone for a bit.

All books on hold. Maybe discontinued I can't keep up. I am about to get everything taken from me because my room is messy and my grades are low and I'm sleeping 19 hours out of the day. my grandparents have labeled it as lazy so that's always fun.

And just like that, I am back to doing absolute shit. Everyone disowned me at school because my mental illnesses are too much to handle. Bruh I literally tried to die aside from that I never talked about it. But nice to know I sat through your asses complaining about how you doing like your mommy only for me to get ditched the moment I make things uncomfortable with my crippling depression. You don't think shit is uncomfortable for me,, I LIVE LIKE THIS EVERYDAY.
          
          I needed to rant

So I started a new book! It's gonna be about all my studies on satanism! I'm gonna go really into depth to explain some things most people don't. Please read with caution. I am in no way trying to force my religion upon you!  I am however trying to break the stereotypes about satanism! 
          
          Anyway! Check it out, even if you are just interested in learning something new! it's pretty interesting.

I am so done. I cant. I have up to 20 missing assignments in all my classes and if I don't get them in by tomorrow I fail. At this point disappearing off of the face of the earth would be the only rational decision. I'm going to overwork myself on the assignments to the point of a breakdown. I just don't think I can keep doing this. 
          
          sorry about this I just needed to rant.