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my darling broke up with me and everything i had is burnt to ashes

dad is going back into the hospital for the third time. mom and I are barely holding up anymore, we're both exhausted and tired

hi to you all! how have you been?

IM TRYING MY BEST WHY DONT THEY CARE (the message below is the first one btw this was something I just forgot to add it in)

WHY DOES EVERYBODY HATE ME I DONT GET IT AT ALL :( IM IN A GC, RIGHT, AND WHENEVER I MAKE A LITTLE MISTAKE OR ACT SALTY (I have genuinely terrifying mood swings from time to time I can barely control them) THEY SUDDENLY ACT SALTY AGAIN AND EVEN WHEN I DONT THEY STILL DO AND I JUST CANT FIND PEACE, WHENEVER I TRY TO SAY SOMETHING THEY EITHER START BLAMING ME AND SPOTTING OUT MISTAKES, CHANGE THE TOPIC OR COMPLETELY GO SILENT. I HAVE SO UNBELIEVABLY MUCH ON MY BACK RIGHT NOW AND THEY DO TOO BUT WHY CANT THEY FORGIVE ME AND FORGET IT?? I DO THAT TOO ALL THE TIME WHENEVER THEY MESS UP AND NOBODY DOES THE SAME TO ME WHY DOES EVERYBODY HATE ME I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE IM BEING SERIOUS

are you guys even there?

the urge to write an espresso x madeleine oneshot is consuming me

guys my stomach hurts really really bad after eating milk chocolate what do I do and does that mean im lactose intolerant im so mad

I like birb =P

guys is there even point in continuing "the armageddon"? I have so many plans for it but it feels like my english just sucks and I suck and I just need to quit idk man