sungshinehehe
Oh God...
Just kissed his cheek.
He tastes like skin.
He tastes so bland.
Like any other slab of meat I've ever tasted.
He tasted boring.
I feel like throwing up..
My stomach feels like a knot and I feel so heavy.
I really think im gonna vomit.
Im so scared.
I have two boyfriends now AND IT WAS ON ACCIDENT!!
But oh, one of them is such a gentleman.. the other one too, but the first one lets me hold him by the arm, opens the door for me, buys me gifts, and my older one is just.. I dunno, he just.. paid for my drink once.
Oh God...
Im genuinely gonna throw up.
sungshinehehe
@Foreignswaggers97 already did. I wrote this announcement a bit earlier and after a while I broke up with him. I heavily regret my decisions.
sungshinehehe
@Foreignswaggers97 no :( not a poly relationship and im also not cheating. it was super complicated. so, shortly said, my first one didnt pay attention to me and i thought he did that on purpose so i was like ''well, he probably wants to break up with me but he doesnt have the guts to do so.'' so i counted this relationship as done. a day later i go out with a friend of mine and he tells me he likes me and asks me if i want to be his girlfriend, so i say yes. later that day, when i called him (i was utterly surprised he actually picked up) i suddenly realized my first bf was just BUSY and he was also GROUNDED. Not that he didnt want me, he just couldnt contact me for a long time. so then i knew i was damned.
