@sungshinehehe
https://pin.it/4lyV5b5Mr this is my pinterest
@kriswantskoffe now see?
@sungshinehehe ohh rlly?? my msg reqs are turned to everyone tho😭 but still ill see
@kriswantskoffe however it doesnt let me message you.. hm :/
To lead a lie or watch your daughter die..
@sungshinehehe my wattpad profile? or pinterest?
@sungshinehehe i cant find ur pint profile :< so im sending u the link to my acc
@kriswantskoffe also! your profile doesnt show up. thats weird.. I cant see it :<
heyyyy, u seem to be so cool like i loveee ur acc and ur a lesbian tooo omggg🥹 i wonder if u are there bcs i read all ur msgs when i scrolled down and i lowk feel so bad for u☹️ i hope everything is going great in ur life now, hope ur doing well.. idk if ur going to see this or not, i hope u do and can we be friends????
@sungshinehehe if u want to vent then u can always come to me, i will help u out :)) and ohh- i thought that u might be a lesbian bcs of that book- haha nvm sorry for assuming wrong 😭
@kriswantskoffe hiyaa!!! :3 im definitely not doing okay and the family is quite literally falling apart but its whatever! also about the lesbian thingy, honestly im still questioning but what I DO know is that im transmasc and bigender! >w< thank you for thinking im cool!! :D im thrilled and happy to start a friendship with you! /// >w< ///
@kriswantskoffe hii!! sorry for replying a bit later >^< I woukd love to be your friend!! >w< you sound like an amazing person! I hope we get perfectly along :33 also very sorry if i sound rude but im not a lesbian! I dont like placing titles on me, plus im still questioning, however I am bigender and transmasc! ^^ not much is going on well, everything is so chaotic and I was painfully close to pulling a sayori for a few days in a row and umm its a really long story.. my family is falling apart and my dad is guaranteed to die soon (incredibly long story but hes sick), everyone is getting on my nerves, I cant rest, the family is constantly talking about my chest and body (genuinely why??), and a whole bunch of other stuff.. im so tired and i unfortunately believe I will pull a I gently open the door. Im sorry if it sounds insensitive but if I say it in other ways this post will get deleted. thank you for thinking im cool!! >w< Im definitely not doing well and theres truly nothing that can heal me, i am just gonna suffer here.
I was looking back on my previous announcements on my profile.
Oh dear heavens I am SORRY I DIDN'T CHECK ON YOU-
@kriswantskoffe ..I dont really wanna burden you, but thank you :3 I dont know if I can talk it out since the platform frequently deletes posts it thinks are inappropriate, but.. hm :/
@kriswantskoffe its okayy!!! dww >w< I wonder why every time i reply to your message it just deletes.. im so sad :( so sorry!!
hello.
I apologize for being offline lately.
life has been incredibly tough. family sucks, genuinely. on top of that my ex is flirting with their own ex who is also my close friend. theyre flirting in the gc btw, and I am sure they know how jealous and utterly obsessive /kinda?/ my heart is. I hate this bc I know how hard this will hurt both of us one day. I dont want to be so jealous. I just wished they loved me and only me, not the ex they possibly cracked and are now coming back to them. I could bet my life savings its because of their bodily features. I feel so heavy and emoty at the same time right now. The only thing I could ever wish for is for them to love romantically and unconditionally me and only me. I hate that I want this.
my darling broke up with me and everything i had is burnt to ashes
@i00hanjsg its just, everything is so chaotic and my heart is so heavy and it hurts. It hurts. I'm so jealous and I hate it.
@sungshinehehe im so sorry im here to talk if you need someone
dad is going back into the hospital for the third time. mom and I are barely holding up anymore, we're both exhausted and tired
hi to you all! how have you been?
IM TRYING MY BEST WHY DONT THEY CARE (the message below is the first one btw this was something I just forgot to add it in)
WHY DOES EVERYBODY HATE ME I DONT GET IT AT ALL :( IM IN A GC, RIGHT, AND WHENEVER I MAKE A LITTLE MISTAKE OR ACT SALTY (I have genuinely terrifying mood swings from time to time I can barely control them) THEY SUDDENLY ACT SALTY AGAIN AND EVEN WHEN I DONT THEY STILL DO AND I JUST CANT FIND PEACE, WHENEVER I TRY TO SAY SOMETHING THEY EITHER START BLAMING ME AND SPOTTING OUT MISTAKES, CHANGE THE TOPIC OR COMPLETELY GO SILENT. I HAVE SO UNBELIEVABLY MUCH ON MY BACK RIGHT NOW AND THEY DO TOO BUT WHY CANT THEY FORGIVE ME AND FORGET IT?? I DO THAT TOO ALL THE TIME WHENEVER THEY MESS UP AND NOBODY DOES THE SAME TO ME WHY DOES EVERYBODY HATE ME I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE IM BEING SERIOUS