Well, I kinda lost myself 'cause both of my ult groups decided to lose a member... for the same reason...I love Mark way too much... he was also one of the reasons I joined NCTzens...I will support Mark and 6dream, and also my forever 7dream. Cause at the end of the day, I believe we can always dream of being forever. I was actually writing a book on jeno...and I don't know what I will do about my planned and unplanned enhypen books cause heeseung was an important character, member, and person too...
I hope to be in further works, yet I am way too riddled...