sunniecoucou

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Hey guys... I know I've been inactive lately, and I apologize. Last year when I was graduating from university I made the dumbass decision to apply to graduate schools, specifically creative writing. 
          	
          	I got rejected from all of the schools that I applied to for an MFA in Creative Writing and got into the only outlier program I applied to, public and professional writing. I've been in a slump about it for weeks because being a storyteller is probably my only true talent and getting rejected means that I'm not good enough. I know that I don't need to have advanced degrees, or even a degree in general, to make books and post these imagines/fics for you guys, but getting rejected is hard. I got the final rejection letter in May 2021 but I got the first one in March 2021 in the middle of writing some things for you guys. I haven't written a single creative thing since then and I honestly don't know when I'm going to find the confidence that I've had since I was 12 again. This year would have been a decade since I started writing and I had thought that I had gotten better over time. However, I can't help but be overly critical of things I had once loved. 
          	
          	I've felt bad about abandoning this blog and my Wattpad. It's been weighing heavily on me for months. Academia has taken a lot from me, and unfortunately, it has taken this from me too. I refuse to let it take this away from me too. I am going to work on myself and my writing this summer before going back to school in the fall. I am fortunate enough that the master's degree program I managed to (con my way into) earned a spot in will allow me to take a creative writing course. Until then, I will remain inactive. I hope you all can understand. 
          	
          	Thank you to those who have been reading my work and giving me love while I have been on this unexpected hiatus.

sunniecoucou

this message may be offensive 
Hey guys... I know I've been inactive lately, and I apologize. Last year when I was graduating from university I made the dumbass decision to apply to graduate schools, specifically creative writing. 
          
          I got rejected from all of the schools that I applied to for an MFA in Creative Writing and got into the only outlier program I applied to, public and professional writing. I've been in a slump about it for weeks because being a storyteller is probably my only true talent and getting rejected means that I'm not good enough. I know that I don't need to have advanced degrees, or even a degree in general, to make books and post these imagines/fics for you guys, but getting rejected is hard. I got the final rejection letter in May 2021 but I got the first one in March 2021 in the middle of writing some things for you guys. I haven't written a single creative thing since then and I honestly don't know when I'm going to find the confidence that I've had since I was 12 again. This year would have been a decade since I started writing and I had thought that I had gotten better over time. However, I can't help but be overly critical of things I had once loved. 
          
          I've felt bad about abandoning this blog and my Wattpad. It's been weighing heavily on me for months. Academia has taken a lot from me, and unfortunately, it has taken this from me too. I refuse to let it take this away from me too. I am going to work on myself and my writing this summer before going back to school in the fall. I am fortunate enough that the master's degree program I managed to (con my way into) earned a spot in will allow me to take a creative writing course. Until then, I will remain inactive. I hope you all can understand. 
          
          Thank you to those who have been reading my work and giving me love while I have been on this unexpected hiatus.

sunniecoucou

Hey guys! I just wanted to let you know that I've changed my username, yet again. I'm applying to graduate school right now to earn an MFA in Creative Writing and I don't want them finding my work from when I was 12 and judging me based off of that. I would just delete the stories or make them private but are still reading them to this day, for some unknown reason, and I would hate to take that away from people. I may change my name back when I'm done with this process but who knows. Thanks for understanding!

sunniecoucou

So I’ve been doing some thinking. I’ve decided to edit the fan fictions that I have already posted. My writing has changed significantly since I was twelve and first published these stories. I’m also going to work on the Liam fan fic and the Harry fan fic that I started writing years ago but never got around to posting. I’m also going to start posting more original work on here so stay tuned for that!