Obsessive Fanperson

I am not in the larry fandom at all anymore but Y&B Larry will always have a near and dear place in my heart

YOU DIDNT MEASURE UP IN ANY MEASURE OF A MAN AND I DONT EVEN WANT YOU BACK

Thinking abt changing my pfp to Luke Hemmings in honour of “boy”

demigirl kinda sounds like demigod so basically, that means i’m a god

changed my username, used to be CarebearCSW

i should just stop joining fandoms istg they always fall to shit right as i join 

y’all ever have an obsession? but you’re embarrassed about it but you wanna tell people about it but you don’t dare? that’s how i feel rn and i won’t say nothing, but here’s a hint (not larry)
          
          green and blue

You snuck up on me
          I just barely heard you over the sound of my beating heart and shaking breaths.
          I wanted to cry but neither of us would know what to do so I just quietly whispered,
          “You shouldn’t be here,”
          But you didn’t go.
          You sat down on the ground next to me and held out your hand,
          I didn’t know what to do,
          This had never happened to me before 
          And the expression on my face must have been something unusual for you put your hand down and never held it out to me again.
          Shortly afterwards you stood up
          I wanted to follow you,
          Say
          “Please, hold out your hand again this time I’ll do it right,
          This time I’ll hold it like I would a bouquet of flowers, 
          Treasuring every second it stays in my hand,
          For I know this time is limited
          And one day one of us will eventually let go.”
          I didn’t say that,
          Instead I watched you walk away
          Vanishing from my life like a cloud of mist
          So slowly I wouldn’t even know it was gone until it was too late
          And no matter how beautiful the mist is there is absolutely nothing I could do to make it stay
          Save for the dampened parts of my clothes the mist touched
          Stained by the want of what would always and forever
          Leave

@Sunandrainbowbears wake up bitch, i’ve started watching dr who

genuinely atp where running away doesn’t seem so bad.
          
          Like not for good, but if i ran away for 3-6 months it would get a reaction out of people and people would genuinely start to care about me and maybe once in my life i wouldn’t feel quite so alone