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now a lot of you must be wondering where i have been and why i haven't updated anything for like a solid seven or eight months god i can't even remember. in the earlier months when i stopped writing for a bit i was in a pretty dark place and kind of kept it to myself and didn't really go around everywhere posting about how sad i was. i kept it short and simple and i can't really remember if i did post it anywhere.
i went through the vibes and was just unhappy with everything and reached a point where i mentally couldn't stand to live anymore. i spoke to my parents and got professional help because i knew that i couldn't handle myself.
it was good and helped then exam season happened and my transitioning week into year 11 was happening and i was just losing my mind with all the work i had to do and was completely lost. i was in and out of relationships with guys and tried to find myself by losing myself in people. it was an insane time and very R18+. i don't regret anything i did though.
going into year 11 was shit. i am doing incredibly shitty in all my classes and just fucking flopping in every way. i am a piece of shit to keep it simple. it's coming to the end of my school holidays now and i am glad to say that things are sort of back on track. i finished all my homework early and i have just been spending my days in my room doing nothing with absolutely no motivation. the number of plans and chapters i have written and deleted because i hated them- it's just amazing. tbh first kiss could've been done if i hadn't hated myself.
anyways, i am here and i will be trying to make time for my main books which are First Kiss and The Sleepover Club.
please try to treat me kindly even though i have been a complete ass and went missing for a long ass time.
if you have any questions about me or about any of my books feel free to ask.
thank you,
much love,
sunnysicheng