gladiolusts
someone's going to notice you sneaking around, boy. you should go back to your parents.
sunofficials
engmtics
.. he has not woken up yet, if that is why you've come.
engmtics
do as you please. (..) i've discussed matters with general nan yang. once lanfen recovers, he will not be leaving heaven until next autumn. i understand he is your .. friend.
sunofficials
* cb & specify!!
pearlisen
... let's let your uncle and father talk to him. i'd like to talk to you on my own. (..) do you like this boy?
pearlisen
really. this little friend of yours completely has my approval to start courting you, but as soon as he messes up, that approval will vanish!
sunofficials
@pearlisen, i hope baba goes easy on him. [...] ah. //// really? we.. already work together. our generals have to interact since theyre the gods of the southwest and southeast, so we've always worked together.
pearlisen
i don't think you'd like to see them interrogating him about every little thing. mm.. a dog? well. that's quite the big step! he seems like a good boy. i.. think he'd be good for you.
pearlisen
look.. look here. mama and baba a-are going to be alright. we'll come find you, but you have to get in the boat, huang'er. please..
pearlisen
su.. super special mama senses. she could find her little huang'er anywhere, no.. matter what. i know this is hard, sweetheart, but you have to... to do this. mama and baba will see you soon. so will your uncles. you're so strong.
sunofficials
@pearlisen, huang'er can do that.. b- but if the boat leaves... how will mama and baba find me? i dont want to go..
pearlisen
i-i know.. i know. you're alright.. they are too. they'll be okay. i.. i want you to go on the boat and then i want you to be very.. q-quiet and /hide/. can huang'er do that?
pearlisen
and what do you have there, hm? show mama.
pearlisen
oh, look at that! my little mantou is such a talented artist! should it go on the wall so baba may see it when he comes home?
sunofficials
@pearlisen, a drawing!! look, look mama! theres you and me and baba, and uncle mohan and uncle shixian!
yueites
get off of me. i'm trying to /work/!
sunofficials
* new theme so cb & specify!!
yueites
.. i don't know what it is you want from me, minhuang. as i've said, you've a .. much brighter future. you need not be dragged down by one who might remain a junior official all his existence.
sunofficials
@yueites, i would have!! i guarantee it. if we'd known each other back then, i... i think it wouldnt have changed a thing. where we are now. [...] the rumors? //// well.. i mean.. i- i dont know. they're about us.. being together? and you've never confirmed that you.. like me like that.
yueites
mm. sometimes, i think of the rumors surrounding our dynamic, and then again do my thoughts drift to.. you. we were born in the same generation, our families were close, and yet we never knew of one another. sometimes i ponder whether or not you would.. be so friendly to me then if you had known me. (..) the rumors, do you.. believe in them? at all?
sunofficials
@yueites, eh, but im content on what i have now. why should i strive for more when im content on where i am now? and hey- im happy with you!! so dont go talking like that. like you're not enough.
yueites
it would not hurt so much if you ceased your /squirming/. you fight like you cannot still die.
sunofficials
@yueites, //// ah. ah, i dont- [...] of course it is. sometimes. i know its real, but sometimes it doesn't /feel/ real. you.. lanfen, im sorry. i dont.. mean to worry you so much, but you wont lose me! i know what im doing.
yueites
why must i sugarcoat things for you? you were /eager/ to call me dull upon our first meeting. you.. you idiot, you /moron/. your actions do not reflect that. i cannot heal you every time you /do/ this! i am going to lose you one day because you do not think! is this not /real/ enough for you?
sunofficials
@yueites, reckless moron??! lanfen! you could be a little bit more gentle. hmph... ❪..❫ of course i do, but i.. i dont know. sometimes things dont feel real.