hoo boy... pretty unbelievable, but it's been a decade. whatever you remember my 12-year-old self as, please forget it.

i've been posting actively on ao3 but it's been stressing me out. writing, to me, feels like a losing battle. i get self-conscious about how my friends perceive my writing, and yet if no one perceives it i get self-conscious as well (lol). contemplating coming back here where all my mutuals are inactive and just... writing, without worrying about such things.